Where would I go if I could fly, hmmm I think I would fly straight into the sky and grab a star, although the star is me. My difference , is my shine. My person is my brightness, and you put that all together and you get me. So where would I go if I could fly…why would I go there if I already am shining brighter than the sun.
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Today I don’t feel like doin’ anything (Whistle) I Just Wanna Lay On My Bed (Whistle) Dnt Feel Like Pickin’ Up My Phone, So Leave A Message At The Tone. Cause Today I Swear I’m Nt Doing Anything |
When I think about the teens of this era,
What can I say.
That we are the hope for the future,
That we are the so called intellectuals that expensive schools both public and privet can offer.
Lies, just pure damn lies.
I’m Only 13, and what can the world offer?
I’m only 13 and think of the impossible,
I’m Only 13 with the maturity of someone who is elder,
Elder or older than me what ever fits or seems right in brainwashed mind.
Don’t we seemed over powered, overtaken,
Brainwashed by the law of lies that consumes us.
Yet what can I say I’m only 13.
What can I do?
In a world out there we “teens” aren’t capable of living alone, adults say.
Yeah, but what the hell do they know.
I feel much more mature than them much more,
and they act like know it all’s, smart-ass above what we were taught by them.
Old-School…
But what can i say I’m only 13,
Yeah, I’m 13 and so what,
Just because I’m only 13 doesn’t mean I can stand up for myself,
Just because I’m only 13 doesn’t mean I haven’t learn anything from you,
Just because I’m only 13 doesn’t mean I can fight for myself when I’m in trouble.
Just because I’m only 13 doesn’t mean you can walk all over me like I’m a joke to you!
No, I’m a person here too, damned by God to live here in this hell-like world.
Run by ignorance, fear, violence, and just plain whatever.
I’m only 13 and i know for a fact that ever single think we are taught in school is a lie.
That when we open up our history text books that we are taught lies,
That what made America today were the presidents, and the war heroes, ect.
That’s all just lies,
Read in between the lines,
You’ll still find lies, but why do adults lie?
Heck, why does our “supposed” trusted government teach us lies?
Is Just because I’m younger than you?
Just because I can’t handle reality,or so you think.
Just because you want me to live in a utopia that’s fake.
All you do is brainwash us, control us.
I’m only a teen and yet what do we go through.
The scars our parents leave in our eyes
Abused into our corneas, into our memories that hunt us,
That follow us like ghost and demons till we die.
The Judgment, teenage girls have to put up with having older creeps and pervs following them.
Their abusive boyfriends, husbands, and even FATHERS making the feel like crap and nothingness.
The stupid things we guy do that ends up murdering us for what ever reasons.
The love a boy wants for their father just to feel like man.
The suicide note some 13 year old’s out there leave their parents saying “I’m sorry but I just had to go, please don’t go find out why. I Love You, farewell and good-bye”
It really sickens me for people to find out on the news that we lost someone important.
For what ever reason.
Every person in this world is important.
I look up to the sky and ask the Lord “Why?”
“Why must we die? What reason did the kid on the news have for him or her to die?”
Yet what can i say I’m only 13,
I’m not ready to hush and cry,
I’m ready to dream and have hope and fly.
I’m Only 13, not ready to die.
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Have you ever felt alone, lost in your own shadows past or seem like no ones there. I feel that way most of the time, I just get lost in the….Well that’s just it ain’t it. What do I get lost in, I don’t feel popular, to be like that FALSENESS is your status has to be and trust me it ain’t a good one. I Don’t Feel Like “Everyones bestfriend” or Anything like that and yet people consider me their BF. I feel surrounded by fake people it’s hard to find the ones who keep it real (Jaya, Hanah, Sammy, Venessa, Marlyn) and those are the only ones I know who keep it real. Can someone help me out? I feel like I’m dying on the inside and can’t see the person I am anymore. :( :P |
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If Your Reading This Thank You. I’m Actually Writing This Because A Special Inspired Me To Write It. Here Names Jaya And I Love Her So Much With All My Heart. On MARCH, 28, 2011 Was The Day That Devastated Me Forever. I Never Knew That A Person Can Feel so Much Love N So Much Everything Towards A Single Friend. That Friend Was Hanah And She Moved. After I Read A Well Beautiful Written Piece By Jaya Called “Depressed” It Made Me Think About All The True Friends I Have And All The Relationships We Shared Together. The Unforgettable Experiences and The Promises Of Being Friends Forever (With the word LOVE may I add) Jumped Up And Down In My Cranium.
I Began To Cry Throughout The Story But Not Of Sad But Out Of Happiness. I Will Always Use This Line Of Thought To Remind Me Of What The Word Friendship Means…
“Friends, The Thing That Brings Joy To Are Very Heart. I Believe That The Word Friend And Friendship Mean Two Different Things. 1st Of All Friend(s) Are A Group Of People Or A Person That Is In Terms With Another Person Or They Are Connected By A Good Affection Towards Each Other. It All So Means That They Could Easy Be Taking Away By Either A Stupid Disagreement Or By Any Other Stupid Remark…But The Bond Between Two Or More people (or Persons) That Is Connected With Emotion, Drama, Laughter, Sadness, Joyfulness, And Any Other Thing You Could Think Of…That Can’t Be Broken By Anything Nt Even The Smallest Thing Is Know As A True Friendship Relationship”
And That What It Means To Me. Now The Friends That Only Stay For While But Leave Later On Are Fakes. I’m Not Talking About The Ones That Really Care For You And Love You But Have To Suddenly Leave. Yeah, No, I’m Taking About The Ditches The Ones Tht Leave With The Crowd And When They Get Hurt Come Back Crawling Those Fakes. You Can’t Avoid Them But The Teach Use Valuable Lessons. And Those Lessons Make Us Appreciate The Real Friends We Have In Life.
Now I’ll I Can Say About Friends Is That The Real Ones That Share That Friendship With You Are Here To Stay. The Fake Ones Can Come Around And Won’t Stay Forever… And Ask Yourself This Question “Which Friend Am I, Am I Fake Or Am I Really?” But Remember This Friends Are Here To Stay(But Some Can’t Stay Forever)
